So here’s how I see it, from my point of view. Don’t get me wrong, I’m pretty sure most of whatever I’m about to rant about is probably created in my twisted mind.. but hey, you led me there. 

Since when did we start to keep secrets? Damn straight, I sure don’t. I feel like you don’t even trust me anymore. Apparently, it seems like you only come to me when you only need me. Other than that, it’s just a whatever. I don’t expect constant reminders of why you’re important in my life, but I also don’t expect you to be a total stranger to me either. I seriously don’t understand you sometimes, at all. I try to talk to you, but I only end up getting silence or something lame and dull. Everyday with you lately is a struggle. It’s like as if you’re pushing me out. As of now I feel like a complete total outsider, thanks. Maybe you’re annoyed of me, mad at me, or something of that manner, but at least have the decency of telling me. I really can’t take this, especially from you. 

So yeah, everything is out on the table. Now you hold the cards, and you can do whatever you want. I’m sorry for feeling this way. I don’t ever intentionally try to, who does really. After all, I’m only human.