January 2011
16 posts
Last Blog;
So where do I begin.. This was not how I had imagined my senior year to be, at least not with the silence that suddenly grew between us. It’s our last year of high school. Yet, we are both choosing to ignore, neglect, and avoid one another. This, this was certainly not in my agenda. I had not planned for this, and consequently now I am struggling-struggling to cope and understand what or...
Deception;
J: I thought you two were really close? S: I thought so too.. -01/18/10
Repeat;
I’m more than just a last minute pick-me-up call. I’m more than just an information booth. I’m more than just a chauffeur. For once, treat me with some decency.
Without you;
“I’m gonna be okay, I’ll be okay. Baby without you, baby without you, Without you, nicely, even more nicely, I will rise up, I will live on.”
Relevant.
Coconut Tree;
Homework. Kettle Corn. Nap. (:
Day 8: The Funnest Getaway;
Hmm, this is a hard one. I’d have to say my summer Cancun trip with the parents. Hah, fun times on that ship.
Strike Out;
I really don’t expect much out of you anymore.
Day 7: Your Birthday;
June 8. Dinner with the family, that’s pretty much it.
Day 6: Your Best Friend(s);
Dudes:
David Ngo
Trung Tran
Kevin Nguyen
Chicks:
Mymy Nguyen
Rachel Vuong
Christine Nath
Day 5: The most memorable moment;
Most definitely talking on the phone ‘til 5 or 6 in the morning every now and then.
Day 4: The Worst Day;
Hm. From what I could remember, it would be during that one week where everything seemed like it was crashing down in my life. Possibly moving away from PHHS, knowing my actions had consequences, and everything else pretty much. That week was literally hell. But it’s over and done with now. Happy New Years everyone! It’s freaking cold as fuck outside. Stay warm!
Day 3: The Best Day;
I don’t remember when particularly, but my Adventurers and I decided to finally go on our San Francisco Adventure. The whole entire day with these two were simply too good to be true. That, was the best day ever.
December 2010
19 posts
Best Man;
I like sitting in your car. I like watching Grey’s Anatomy while leaning against your bed. I like the slice of pizza I was given. Thank you.
Day 2: Relationship(s);
Dear parents, Sorry I’m not what you had hoped I would be. Your son, Steven
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010;
There’s a lot of things that I will never forget in 2010. However, the really important memories I cherish most from this year are the ones that have my close friends and family in them.
2010 Reflection Challenge;
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010. Day 2: Relationship(s). Day 3: The best day. Day 4: The worst day. Day 5: The most memorable moment. Day 6: Your best friend(s). Day 7: Your birthday. Day 8: The funnest getaway. Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one. Day 10: New Year resolutions.
And people wonder why I'm so closed off from the...
Holidays;
Sushi Lunch with Rachel, Michelle, and Karney.
Valleyfair/Kinect with Michelle and Karney.
Valleyfair/Kinect with Jasmine, Vivian, and Karney.
Christmas Eve with Jasmine, Vivian, and Karney.
Family Christmas Party.
After Christmas shopping at Valleyfair and Stanford.
Urban Outfitters with Mymy.
Call it busy, I call it refuge. I am forever grateful for the people that made the effort to...
Disappointment;
Once again, congrats.
If there's one thing I've learned in life
itsamybitches:
it’s that if people don’t want to stay in my life, it’s not my place to make them. It’s their choice to leave and no matter how much I love them, I’m not going to chase them down and force them to stay.
It’s not that I don’t care, it’s just that I want to see exactly who it is that cares enough. And if they don’t bother to make an effort, then that just goes to show that I mean...
Coming home;
“I know my kingdom awaits, and they’ve forgiven my mistakes.” For once these past few months, I found myself laughing and having a great time. Thank you guys, for such a great night.
Finals, please be kind to me.
meltaang:
simplyjuliesam:
Don Dao ladies and gentleman!
Gentlemen*
HAHAHA. Double D’s
HAHAHAH
nguyenvivian:
S.C.H.O.O.L. Seven Crappy Hours Of Our Life C.L.A.S.S. Come Late And Start Sleeping F.I.N.A.L.S. Fuck I Never Actually Learned Shit
SO CLEVER.
Nightmare;
So I’m replaced, great. Just fucking great.
Rain;
It really sucks not having you around in my life lately. Who would of thought, of all people, that you and I would have this kind of problem.
I remembered how things used to be; I felt like I was actually something to you. Now, I feel like things have changed. What use to be long, never-ending conversations about God knows what are now just quiet silence. I’m not asking you continue with...
Good Company;
Yesterday was good. Watched movies, went shopping, got my ass tutored in calculus finally (thank god), and de-virgin-ized my taste buds of Mogo’s. It’s Sunday now and time to study my ass off.
Irked;
I don’t know why but it still bothers me every single fucken time. And to make matters worse, your actions never seem reassuring. God damn it, everything about this and you frustrates me.
November 2010
21 posts
December;
Just going to jot down some things going through my mind for next month;
Prioritize - I need to stop fooling around so much and actually start taking school seriously. Must bring up my grades before 1st semester ends, or else all hopes for college is ruined.
College-mode - Must keep up with college-related things such as scholarships, letters of reccs, etc.
Frugal - Stop. spending. money.
...
Turkey;
Thursday - 11/25/10
Finally had my chance of sleeping in. Woke up and played games all day, yay! Did some chores here and there, and began to feast at night. Watched Expendables with the family (man-gasm). Left house at approximately 10:30 at night for Black Friday.
Friday - 11/26/10
Black Friday began with Gilroy. Didn’t get as much as I had expected, but still happy with my little...
HAI MAH NHAME IZ $T3V3N N' I LUVE HIPPOZ AND WHITE...
Happy Thanksgiving!
Get go;
So here’s how I see it, from my point of view. Don’t get me wrong, I’m pretty sure most of whatever I’m about to rant about is probably created in my twisted mind.. but hey, you led me there. Since when did we start to keep secrets? Damn straight, I sure don’t. I feel like you don’t even trust me anymore. Apparently, it seems like you only come to me when you...
Haha....Harry Potter Makes Fun of...
Ron: "Midnight, mum always said midnight"
*Hermione stares*
Ron: "It’s better than twilight. It’s better than twilight. It’s better than twilight."
Silence;
Caught off guard. Out of the blue. Hit from the blind spot. So this is how it feels to be replaced, thanks.
STFU;
I’ve had enough of your bullshit. You need to fuck off and let me take care of my own business. I’m not some little kid that needs your guidance anymore. You drive me insane, with all your unrealistic goals and deadlines. You’re stubborn. You’re judgmental. You’re pessimistic. Your negativity always brings everyone down and I’m sick of it. You think you’re...
Gratitude;
You know someone’s a good friend if you can randomly call them up at 10:00 PM and talk for hours while sitting in your car parked in a empty parking lot.
Nightmare;
Please be safe. I know it’s your life, your decisions, and also your experiences. However, your actions affect those around you. And quite frankly, I just can’t imagine losing you.
Veteran's Day Break;
11/11/10:
Trungday. Return some stuff at vfair, boba run, and pastry shopping. Also stopped by Nhat’s house. Fun day.
11/12/10:
Lunch with the Gohil twins, Trung, and Jeremy! Went to Thai Lovers and literally had the time of my life. Laughed our asses off, while trying to eat some pad thai. I think I’m banned from that place now. Afterwards, college apps with Peter. Christine...
Breathe;
“Bite down on your tongue and turn the other shoulder. No matter how much you detest it, it just isn’t worth it. Eventually, the storm will be over and everything will return back to normal.” Everything happens for a reason, whether it bad or good. Not every action made in this world was to please us, nor must every action we make must please others. You do what’s best for...
I’d toss a grenade at you..
– Trung, covering Grenade